Do you know this feeling?

Sitting in front of laptop, with the phone within an arm's reach. Refreshing pages every once a while.
Staying awake for another hour or two past bedtime, waiting.
Waiting to hear from ppl whom he's been wanting to hear from. He doesn't even have to silent his phone when going cinemas, it is already on silent mode. Inbox is filled with wierd messages, from hotlink or even from random numbers asking to download random hot videos or sth.

Most of the nights ended in disappointment, and tonight is one of those nights. It's probably one of the stupidest thing to do. Why bother? As if people would be awake at this hour and thinking of him right. Yeah that sounds quite logical. It would have happened in day time if it's meant to happen.

Life is not about how well loved you are, but how well you love. Yup fully aware of that. If only there are more synapses between amygdala and the left hemisphere.

Yeah it's a quarter after one. :)

Gonna get rid of this soon and be awesome.