Breaking Dawn.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Finally!! The 4th book of the Twilight series!
*mmmaaaaaaiii prrrrreeeehhhshhhiiaaass*

Actually when I first saw the price for the book, I was like, uuuhhh... expensive..
But the cover... It summons me..

Okay, I know I'm a bit late, and most of you out there have read this book..
But who cares!! I'm going to start reading the preface now!!! Like, NOW!!


Happy Merdeka!

Again.

This, shall be another short update. Bleh. Sleepy. =P

I don't understand..
Why some couples.. Just can't stop hurting each other? How could they ever hurt the one they love? I mean, you say you love him/her.. But then later you do/say hurtful things to him/her..
Huh..?

Maybe it's because I've not been in a relationship before la.. That's why i don't understand..
Call me naive.. But I've always thought that love is something associated with positive feelings.. You know, warm, sweet, happy etc etc =X
I think it's not easy la.. For 2 complete strangers to come together and eventually become couples.. To be able to find the one special person you would like to spend the rest of your life with..

So..
Why waste the already limited time on fights which are absolutely unnecessary?
Why waste energy hurting the one you love?
Is it so difficult to just cherish the time both of you have and be happy? Or at least, make your significant half happy?




*if you terasa when you're reading this post, you better to something!! dont wait until your gf/bf dump you then you regret and stand in corner and emo! =P

Don't take him/her for granted.. Please.. That's all I ask of you. =) *

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Paris! London! Some cool slash grand cathedrals in Europe! The beautiful fountain thingy somewhere!!

There are sooo many places I want to set my foot on.
Ever since I was a kid I dream of traveling the whole world with a buddy of mine. Or a small group of friends.
You know, those guy trips.. Each of us strapped with a gigantic backpack, holding a map, navigating through busy streets, taking public transport etc etc..

The awesome buildings! Breathtaking views!! Night views!! Food!!


Dreams. =)






p.s - waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, craving for snails and japanese food! XD

PseudoUpdate

Hah! Gotcha!

Ok la.. Update a bit.. Since my exam was over and I didn't have an excuse to not update my blog..

Anywaaaaaaay, I need to sleep now.


At least I updated! sort of.. lol..

Do come back in a few days for more (real) updates! xD

Through the Rain

Specialy dedicated to my dear friends..

song

And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you’ll find what you need to prevail
Once you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own
and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I'll make it through the rain


Oh yes, you can
You’re gonna make it through the rain. =)

Thanks. =)

Aiks.

I dislike watching movie alone.

I guess.. Sometimes it's not only about the movie itself.. But it's also about the people who are watching the same movie with you..



p.s
To all my dear readers out there, I'm fine.. Really..
I'm not emo-ing or anything... Serious.. =)

About the previous posts.. Actually it's because a few of my friends were quite.. ermm.. unhappy..
So.. yeah.. I'm fine =P

What happens when an unstoppable force meets an unbreakable wall?

I dunno.
That's just some random line from a book.
Let's make it a learning issue.
It's not related to the rest of the post though.

Hmmm.. I am supposed to write my reflective journal for the rural placement last week.. But I'm just too lazy to do so (as usual).

It's kinda confusing.
Sometimes things can be simple and only involves black and white.
Sometimes grey color comes into play and charge the situation with chaos, complications and confusions.

Is it just the matter of perception? Or choice? Depending on how would you like to look at things?

Sometimes things are complicated, and any attempt to simplify it will only add more spices into the mixture.
Sometimes things are really that simple, but, by just thinking more than you should, you create confusion.


It can be really frustrating at times.
Talk to somebody. Maybe he/she will be able to give you some insight to the situation.
I mean, sometimes a 3rd party can see things more clearly than you when you're swept away by the whirl of confusion.


Ok. In case you haven't noticed, my theme for today is "confusion". And hence I shall annoy you with confusions. Literally.

confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion confusion


*clears throat*
Back to the topic.

And if someday somebody come over and talk to you about how complicated(or, confusing xP) things are, don't be dismissive. Like, "haiyo small small things also wanna make it sound so complicated".
Never assume that things that may seem simple for you will be as simple for them too.
Listen to them. =)
Offer them a view from another perspective.

Sometimes your own words can be more powerful than you thought. Really.
I won't use lines like "it can warm the coldest heart bla bla" or whatnot to bathe you in the aura of awesomeness.
But, yeah, you get the point. Use your tongue wisely.

That's a bit off-topic already. There's like, no proper flow in my post =.=. I dont know why my post end up like this. sigh. don care la lazy wan delete the unrelated stuff and type some other stuff.. Paiseh. Hehe.
I just can't help it.. I mean, if you pulled out all the guts you have in your gastrointestinal tract and open up to somebody, but all he/she have to say in respond is either "oh" or "chiu" with a big fat full stop trailing closely behind it, how would you feel? =)



I should probably start writing/typing my journal anyway.

Smile!

Away from Civilization.

Hello!
Went to Segamat for rural placement last week. Took a few pics. =P
I LOVE the reflection!!
We didn't stay in the cottage thing in the pic la. The pics are taken from some dam near some water treatment plant thingy.
But the view there was really awesome. xD





Stolen from Cheryl's facebook.. xD
We played basketball, like, every evening. Play until cannot walk. hahha.

Time really flies. So does mosquitoes.

Ahhh. Back to nature.

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Chicken soup for the emo souls:

Do you know why it's so much easier to indulge yourself in self pity and sadness rather than stand up and be positive when things are not favorable?
Because you are giving up. You give in. You let your negative feelings take control over you.

Control your emotions, don't let your emotions control you instead.

I know it's not easy, to be able to smile through the hard times.. I really do..
I'm not asking you to be a robot without emotions. It's perfectly fine to cry, shout, scream or whatever.. As long as you know when to stop.. Set a time frame for yourself to emo. Tell yourself: "I will emo/cry/shop as much as I want today, and that's it. I wont go emo over this matter again."

If it doesn't work.. And you just can't cheer yourself up... Sing some song (anything except emo songs) out loud and jump around with one hand waving freely in the air as if you're in a concert.. Do it in front of the mirror. Laugh.

Listen to songs like "Hero". Close your eyes. Listen.

Talk to your friends. Talking about it with other people really helps a lot.
And if you ever need a listener, I'm always available. Always.


Persevere. Endure. Smile.

The dawn is coming. =)