Merry Christmas

...Eve.


It's been long enough. :)

1. 
I'm officially a year-4 now!!! I was so glad to know that I passed. Celebrations anyone? :)
I literally couldnt sleep before that. Yes the exams were that bad for me sigh. Kept me wondering whether I could pass or not.

2.  
2 more months to go.

I missed the times when I have to sneak into the cinema to watch 18SG movie which hardly deserves the rating. The thrill of not getting caught despite the uniform, the palpitation when handling over the movie ticket.

And here I am, waiting to be of age for casino (not that I want to gamble in casino though). After that, the more appropriate word to be used is 'grow old' instead of 'grow up'. Right? :)

It's interesting, really. How time seem to be rolling faster than ever after secondary school. It's been 4 years since SPM can you believe it? The other day while I was stalking on facebook a then-form-1 girl who used to kick my ass in chess, I was shocked to see on her status that she sat for SPM this year. Like. wow. 4 years. (and she still look the same. not a compliment :P)

2011 is coming soon. I feel obliged to talk about how's the year has been for me. Especially since I've neglected this blog for so long. :P

My 20th year has been, I dare say, one of the most interesting year of my life. :)

My 20th birthday celebration.

I know I used to whine a lot. It's my way of trying to get some attention even though I know its extremely annoying muahahaha.
But thanks for sticking with me despite my flaws. :)

Forgive me, sometimes (most of the time) I try too hard to be special, to feel special. To feel like a damn disney princess. (oh did you know I just came back from Disneyland?) 
Looking back, I realised how pathetic I was. All I ever have to do is be myself. Cliche, I know.
If only I knew how special and important I already was to them, if only I can see how loved and blessed I was. :)

Dont you ever wish you were someone else, you were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Listening to the song still bring tears to my eyes sometimes, after all these years. Song for me to listen only when I'm emo.

Terence you have been missed!
We both are people who dont talk much. Or at least when we're with each other :P
But we have our moments - Pizza Hut, 1U, Delicious, random cafe behind It Roo :)

Stella, Evonne and Jo.
People who were there, still there, and I know, will always be there :)

 Melaka Trip

One fine day we decided to drive there, stay in a random hotel and walk the streets of Melaka.
Chicken rice balls, A Famosa, Zoo, night market, satay celup, Jonker street. What else is there in Melaka? Let's do this again! Anywhere. :)

Broga Hill climb

Special thanks to Hans for bringing us up there. Really nice scenery up there. The fresh air, the hike, the people.

Hans - my housemate. A very brotherly figure. Always taking care of me, giving me advice, letting me know that he's there for me even though I almost never really did open up to him. It really warms my heart knowing I have a friend like him. :)

Genting Trip

Ma Lat Lou's second trip together, after the Penang trip the previous year.

Every guy has his own heng dai gang. This is mine.

Together we've been through conflicts, arguments, good times, bad times, fugly times. 8 years of friendship and still counting!
I like the way we can talk about anything - anything at all *winks*.

Basketball

Played so much basketball this year, thanks to Niyi who's always semangat and organizing.
After so many years of playing, I still suck at it haha. I really dont know why. But it's fun to play. As long as the game dont get too competitive.. :D

 Housemates

The usual people

We've been together since year 1. I dont really remember how it all started, but I know this thing we share will go a long way. :)

Tim's a really good friend. We dont talk much, but I know that he's always willing to give me a hand when I'm down. I always feel bad, for not caring about him enough. Something I would change in the next year. Promise.

Nick and Rachel.

Nick's like the landlord, making sure the house is habitable for both Hans and lazy me :P 

They did something really sweet for my birthday. Came home and found a com with slideshow and songs in my room.

Throughout the year, they have been really caring, Rachel especially. She's one of the few people who would go out of her way to make sure I'm okay, to talk me out of depression.

Hey, if you're reading this, just wanna tell you that I will always remember the big sister moment of yours haha. Thanks for that anyway, and happy birthday! :)

Sarah's coming back in a few days. She's been gone for almost a year..

Gosh I missed her so much. A very motherly figure in my life - always saying the right words when I needed them the most, supporting me when I'm hurting, keeping all of us in one piece. Someone I have not cared enough.. Someone I will care more for.

Grace. The happiest friend I know. Not happiest in the sense that she's always happy. But in the sense that she's always trying her best to make everyone happy, even when she's sad and hurt. That's what I admire her most. I'm sure her friends know this - being with her usually guarantees a happy and fun outing :)

 Group A

 Had a really fun time with them. Hope our group remains the same :)
Arif the ex leader with coffee addiction and currently coke-free.
Jaja the person I bully most :P
Isuru the bad influence haha.

Cyber cafe sessions, DotA, boardgames. We had so much fun in JB!
Thanks Ali, Hans, Isuru, Arif, Jo :)

Girlfriend. 'Nuff said haha. :)


3.
He was never a knight. Just a coward in armor on a horse, turning away at the first sign of trouble.

4.
I know I haven't been a good friend to many people out there. I'm very sorry.. Really. I'll try to be a better friend.
I'll be content.
I'll try my best to make people around me happy :)
That's a promise.

5.
Just finished reading October Skies by Alex Scarrow.Best 8 ringgit I've ever spent on a book :)

6.
Merry Christmas!
May all your christmas wishes come true. :D