Here I am,

staring at the monitor again.
After staring at the sky for one whole day. For most of the day, at least.

Be Strong.
I love this song, Terence. Awesome lyrics.

Are you swimming up stream
in oceans of blue
Do you feel like your sinking?
Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through?
Well I know what you're thinking
When you can't take it
You can make it
Sometime soon I know you'll see

'cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
and When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on and be strong

We're taking each step one day at a time
You can't loose your spirit
Let live and let live forget and forgive
It's all how you see it
And just remember keep it together
Don't you know you're never alone

'cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on (whoa) and be strong

No you're not defeated
And soon you'll be smiling once again
Then you won't have to feel it
Let it go with the wind
Time passes us by
And know that you're allowed to cry

'cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on and be strong
(hang on hang on) Be strong
Hold on and be strong

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Time really won't stop and wait for you if you can't keep up with it.
And it's frustrating, the way your actions and feelings just couldn't keep up with what's in your mind.
Oh. It's 10th. Exactly one month since our holiday started.
It's almost mid December already.
I should start setting a new year resolution and actually stick to it this time.


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To my dear friends,

It's not that i don't want to share with you, and I don't want to lie to you about how am I feeling right now, but some things.. I dunno.. I would rather not talk about it..
Sorry..
Thanks for the visit by the way. I thought that was really sweet.
Though today is one of the days where I want to be alone 'cos I know I'll be wandering around like a mindless zombie and do/say stuff that I'm not supposed to do/say.
I'm sorry if I'd hurt your feelings or offended you today..
Sorry.. and thanks.. a lot.. =)