Monday, June 2, 2008

Update.

Yes. An update. Finally!!
Actually I thought.. I'll just abandon my blog.. Just wondering whether to do it actively of passively..

Special thanks to Terence, who kept performing CPR on this blog.. And now it's revived! =)))

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Been working on my case commentary for the past 2 weeks.. I was so frustrated at my writing speed (and skills). Seriously.
No, it's nothing related to perfectionism.
I don't know why, but I just.. cant seem to write ANYTHING these days (not as in the word "anything", of course)..

I find myself hesitate a lot when I'm writing.. Even if it's just a simple line.. It'll take me 15 minutes to think on what to write, another 5 minutes to put them in words, and another 5 minutes to read it again and again, just to delete it in another 2 seconds..

I was so relieved when I finally submitted my case commentary.. Phew..

Now I'm so sick of my own words =.=
Please forgive me for the lack of update or the lack of text in my posts =)


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If I would choose a color which best describes my feelings now.. I'd say sky blue..
I know its the matter of perception la.. But just imagine yourself looking into the sky..
Take away the cloud and sun..
So calm.. So.. blue..
So clear.. So empty..
Then you start to wonder why are you staring at the sky..
Note that I'm not emo-ing now.. Just.. a bit lost, you can say..

lol.

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I feel that I'm kinda losing touch with my life.. Movies, fictions, games, my 7-hour sleep etc etc..

But hey, on a second thought.. What's life all about?
I really don't know.. Everything is getting a bit blurry nowadays..

Hmmmmm.... Should I google it? =P



Took me one hour to type this short post. Sigh.


edit:

I came across this song yesterday.. very nice!! XDDD
tell me if you want me to email the song to you.. lol..

歌曲:心动
歌手:林晓培

有多久没见你
以为你在哪里
原来就住在我心底
陪伴著我的呼吸
有多远的距离
以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你

过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕著蓝天
啊如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
心动的痕迹

总是想再见你
还试著打探你消息
原来你就住在我的身体
守护我的回忆

1 comment:

  1. it's called a writer's block. i also find it hard to put my thoughts into words most of the time and i always think what i write is crap. which they kinda are la.

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