Yup..
Been having great emotional stress lately.. and my mood is pretty unstable from time to time (oh well.. since when it's stable anyway.. just picture this as a worse condition).
I thought I'll feel better after I talk to some close friends.. But the thought always vanished when I lay my fingers on the phone's keypad.. --> I'm terrible at speaking.. especially through phone.. Just the thought of calling increases the amount of noradrenalin released into my blood stream xD
Tried to communicate via MSN.. But you see, I.. sorta.. Can't think of anything to say and the chat box will usually hang there..
Okay I admit I'm terrible at communicating. But somehow I just NEED to talk.. talk about anything..
I just need some company haha..
Stupid darwin.. not free this weekend.. Stupid Deric.. Went to China (even if he's here he would either say "no money" or "need to teman gf").
Man.. I need a life.. I need a friend.. I need a girlfriend.. I need more sleep.. I need company.. I need.. erm.. duno what else lol..
I know. This is a lame post.
But hey, at least I updated my blog right? xP
Btw, NS third batch!!? Wat the- =.=''
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